Downhill from here

Have I told you guys I'm depressed? like litteraly. well I havnt been diagnosed by a real doctor but I show all the signs. I have to make a Dr. appointment soon to get helped. It takes a lot of courage for me to say this expecially mainly to people I don't even know. The past few days have been good but today things kinda went downhill. As if I don't have enough problems myself but for some reason m whole family likes to vent all their problems to me. I just sit there and think "Wow way to make my life more of a living hell. Gee thanks!"